Neamhní

Name: Neamhní

• Translation: Void
  

Alias:

• Seeker of Absolution Neamhní is the seeker of Formal release from guilt, obligation, or punishment.
  
• "Fizzle" [Formerly]: Presumably Neamhní had believed his name was 'Fizzle" for the first several weeks of his life as a Seeker. An awkward and random occurrence brought him the name 'Neamhní' soon after.
  

Age: 16 [physically] 25 [Mentally/Actual age]

Birthday 11/11

Species: Seeker Heartless
Primary Elements
Heart: Darkness
2.) Fire
3.) Smoke


Height/Weight 5'7"/150 lbs

Physical Description: Standing in at approximately 5'7", weighing in at 150 lbs,  teenager of average height and slender build. His eyes are noted to be a vibrant orange that is uncommon humans, while being a heartless his eyes carry powerful emotions and much scorn despite his lack of any emotions. He is a relatively youthful male that carries some resemblance to other humanoid heartless. An apparent trait he possesses are the long pronounced tear-troughs under his eyes. His jaw is square, giving him a relatively noble appearance. "Neamhní's" hairstyle is shoulder-length, having spiky white hair on the top of and back of his head that grow into long white locks that fall over his strong brow and long hair falling down to the middle of his neck. His hair is described as somewhat messy and lopsided always leaning to the right.

Underneath the gray and black spandex, as well as his Hakama... and the leather eye-patch, Neamhní's seemingly tannish skin is actually quite blotchy in various areas, sporting different rips and tears of his skin where darkness has begun to manifest and solidify. For example from and over his right eye going all the way down to the left side of his face over and cross his nose, Neamhní has a horrid scar across his face which seeps darkness. Replacing his right eye is a yellow orange orb that actually resembles that of a Shadow's or Neoshadow's which he almost always tries to hide under a black leather wrap over his nose and eye [yet still allows black smoke to seep out of his scar. The upper half of his torso (I.E, sternum, rib-cage, spine) all have visible rips and tears  his spine is covered in strange bumps or spikes that adorn his back. His torso is covered in countless 'shadow tears' which emit unstable dark energy, and the large heartless insignia over his heart where the supposed 'spreading' began. To hide his unfortunate markings, "Neamhní" [Void] has utilized bandages to avoid men and women from noticing the fact he has pronounced scars which appear to have horrifying rips of energy visible. He, when ignoring the scars, has very apparent muscle definition for someone his age, easily pointing out the rather terrible life he lived either before he became as he is now or simply was formed into.

The exact 'tears' in his physical form are likely a reference to how broken his body was prior to becoming a heartless, and then regaining human features. As prior to becoming a heartless and becoming consumed by his own darkness, he was covered in gashes and stab wounds in many locations.

Neamhní's primary attire isn't all that colorful, although its primary use is for comfort. Neamhní's casual clothing is actually much more breathable than that death-trap of black leather. For a top Neamhní will wear a slim fitting spandex shirt which has a black shaw that goes over his mouth and neck, the back of which resembles a hood of some sort. While that is the only piece of attire that is out of order, it is used to cover up the tears of shadows on his chest and horrid rips on his body. On his lower half he wears a white Hakama, a larger version of the jacket he wore when he was a small child which shares the same appearance as one of organizations , granted it is not a zip-up and carries a large heartless insignia on the left side over where the heart would be. Somewhere on all of his clothing there is a heartless insignia, on the slimline shirt, the center of the torso, the The Hakama's waistline, and under both of his boots on the bottom of them.

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-Personality-
Alignment: True Neutral

Overall Personality:
The Seeker of Absolution is shown to be a self-loathing, calculating, and pragmatic being with the sole goal of finding forgiveness in the darkness, a way to cope with all of the terrible things in life, and become at peace with ‘itself’. His goal seems a tad bit unorthodox, almost out of place for a Heartless. Nonetheless, does not appear to be willing to put whatever he wants whenever he pleases on the front lines to be rid of something in his way, rather than sending forth a manipulated set of humans or heartless, or nobody, will go on his own to settle things. Not caring if he once again falls victim to a stronger opponent, or his life and existence is threatened by the warriors of the light. The Seeker is by all means almost suicidal in that sense, having no sense of self preservation, making it appear as though he actually wants to die.

Neamhní’s goal in his life is very one-sided and doesn’t really have much of a reward that would benefit Neamhní aside from making him feel ‘better’. Granted, he doesn’t actually wan’t to die, unaware that even if he does find what he’s looking for, his ‘absolution’, he will never feel at peace with himself. Those of whom that meet Neamhní often view him as being a very extroverted entity, hardly ever consuming hearts on a regular basis even if it means he is starving himself. Only once in a blue moon will he actually eat something in order to prevent the blank feeling that comes from starvation from overtaking his mind. Those that have come into contact with this Seeker in combat have often described him as not the greatest strategist, most existing battle plans that Neamhní has come up with aren’t even real plans… To put it into perspective, Neamhní’s plans are “Leave heartless behind. Nearly kill enemy. Possibly kill them in the process. Ignore hearts that come from dead enemy. Starve self. Be depressing.” Yes. That’s his battle plan.

Despite his lack of empathy and emotions in general, Neamhní has shown to have some slight sympathy, those of whom that have had their hearts ruptured or simply killed and fallen to a fate far worse than death, becoming a heartless. Those of whom that are beginning to suffer this fate Neamhní will actually attempt to destroy the heartless that comes from this or simply try and prevent the being in question from dying.

Neamhní is also to be noted as being very intelligent, as he is not as easily fooled by his enemies and is more likely to think his actions through unless somewhat annoyed as his goal is being impeded slightly, which although happens a lot he still somehow manages to work some choreography into his moves to throw his enemies off.

Like Neamhní's mindless ‘brethren’, the heartless, Neamhní has little patience for people who seem to be around him, or more particularly stopping him in his path. He doesn't have an extreme lust for life as well, not taking everything in with a bright outlook, but he does wish and desire to complete his emotionally impossible goal, forgiveness [as the only beings capable of forgiving him by now, are dead.] Despite all of his traits, all of the apathy, the temperamental issues, the fact that he would gladly beat someone into a fine red sticky paste, he has on only one occasion actually been able to express some form of happiness, when he is protecting something or finds someone who is actually worth his time. Not a friend, as that would be somewhat impossible for him to have and actually maintain due to his apathy and focuses, but an accomplice.


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History:

As a pureblood heartless you have one too many elements. You will have to give up one them. You can automatically have a combination element without having both fire and plant. So you can choose either plant or fire to give up.

Fixed.