Confessions

Wow, I've written many topics about me leaving or taking a break and then coming back to you lovely people, but I have a confession to make.

I'm mentally ill.

It may not be a surprise to a few that do and don't know me since I've probably had angry outbursts in chatbox. But yes, I suffer from things such as Bipolar disorder, borderline personality disorder, and bipolar depression and you know what? I don't get support and help like many other mentally ill people get and I don't have friends to talk to, I deal with it myself. You're all lovely people but I can't stay because I'm too dangerous and harmful. I've said and done things I regret and I don't want to use my mental crutch as an excuse to be damn hateful.

Some people may want me gone and I'm fine with that, I love all of you even the person or people that don't like me. I can't stay much longer, my conditions may worsen and I don't want to be a plague or hurt anyone.To the people that got to know me, you may or may not have my skype, to the newcomers, welcome to the site and to the people or person thag wamted me gone, you got your wish. Bye guys!

Kia. Come talk to me.
JHan4692

No Kia come back

I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, if you need someone to talk to that sees life through a similar lens.

I'm sorry you feel that way. I know this doesn't have much merit since I've only been here a short while and we haven't chatted that much, but for all it's worth, I found you to be a nice person. You can count on me as a friend, and if you want to talk, my Skype is digitalghostc62

I'm rarely online there, but add me just the same. Maybe I can catch you when I do go online and we can talk.

And don't worry about hurting me. I don't hurt that easily :3